solitude-d world

2007-12-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

i've moved to creepin-darkness-nights.com
those who haven re link pls do so..^^

2007-10-21T18:36:00.001+08:00

woohoo..a post..a post!! =.= haha..i pass all subjects!!! wheeeeeeeee~~~ work harder for nxt year bah..don be too happy yet ^^

2007-10-06T10:35:00.000+08:00

3 more papers..POA!!! AH!!! =)

2007-09-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

LoLs..abit crazy lar..but i think the lyrics are nice..so bo liao just post lor..hehe..tata for now..nites..

2007-09-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but
I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember howI can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading awayI’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

2007-09-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's likeTo be like meTo be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

2007-09-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfectNow it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

STUDY HARD!!! EoYYYY

2007-09-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

a message to myself.....
study hard and get the grades that I want...don regret if I cant get those grades...ALL THE BEST!!!

a message to all.....
study hard and get the grades that you want...don regret if you cant get those grades...GOOD LUCK!!!

haha..so lame..but anyways...you reap what you sow...study well and you'll pass with flying jumping squeezing swimming running walking.....COLOURS!!!! =)
GOOD LUCK TO ALL!

2007-08-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

oh man..jus came back frm pri sch..ahaa..we talk to our chinese tcher..blabla..
!!!!! my former class room was so small!! i cant believe it when i first saw it..hahaha..i wonder how we sqeeuze last time..everything was like small small..x) thn nigel drew on de board 6A o4 was here..hahha..thn i drew the people that were thr..i really cant rmb or feel how was it like in de class room..so small..ahahha..cont to tok to chinese tcher..ahaa..thn took photo..went home..got meet some tcher n talk also..(i tink)my pri sch frens sae i chng! haha yea..bcum noisy liao..x)
i was so so so so angry with my sis..i gave her my keys cos she 4get to bring hers..thn i sae pls pls, mus open de door..don SLP..thn she ok ok..i reach home..knock on the door..no 1 answered..thn i call hse phone for more than 10 times..no 1 answered..thn keep callin n knockin until veri pek chek..zzz..haix..thn my dad drive baq n pass mie his keys..i opened de door..n go room see..my sis was slpin happily with de tv on n de PHONE was jus beside her!!!!!!!!!!!! rarrrr..

2007-08-25T14:34:00.000+08:00

i got so many things to say until i 4get wad to sae..haha..lazy to update n cant use comp oso..haix..wan upload colour party foto oso cannt..zzz...i miss ndp xP ok..lemme tink wad i wan to sae..oh ya.."holiday" is comin soon..

the teachers..haix..izzit purposely put our learnin style durin de holidays?guess so..ask them nicely c if could chng de date, our FT sort of scolded us..askin us to stop this crap..hello? why izzit a crap? ask c can anot only wad..later we durin holidays nvr study or revise u scold us..de learnin style took up 2 daes..dnt course 2 daes..left how many daes for us to study?other ppl don hav cca?don hav other activities? its like so wad lar..sm more u ask us to come back durin sat if we skip our lessons..did other classes do that? no rite? why mus u all be so......haix..bias..haix..=(((

for more happy ting..

ytd we have uniform check..sianess..its like no event thn we need to prepare guide uniform..haix..it was long long check..haha..thn aft tt was kite makin session..haha..two person 1 kite..i made it with a sec1..joanna!.. lols..de theme is colours..so we drew de most colourful ting..haha..RAINBOW!!! n two gal below it..wich is mie n her..haha..enjoy it so much..at 1st i thot it was goin to be super boring..blabla..traninin end le..blabla..

today mornin woke up to go sch!!! hahaha..self defence course..bla bla.. blabla.. its stupid to wear belt..haix..its like suffocatin my waist la..haix..

2007-08-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

ytd woke up at 5..so reluctant to wake up but hav to..goin to malaysia!! haha..blablabla..reach msia..keep slpin in bus..aft makan breakfast went to n organic farm..=.=..haaa..thr got sell de brown rice frm de kahang organic farm..it reminds mie of the sec3 camp..xD..shop shop..i saw patrick and spongebob!!!! ahhhh~~ lols..budden too big le..aniwae i got a pat at home..wahaha..thn hav lunch..aft lunch we went to a chocolate shop..ahhhh~~ 0=) chocolates n chocolates..woots..lols..but veri veri ex sia...= so crazy over de chocolates.. x) thn went to de giant GIANT shoppin centre..blablabla..bought tings..blabla..it rain when we ate dinner..haix..n i found out smth..de drainage system in msia is very bad..de rain water flooded de road..no drain to "carry" de water away..we're lucky tt singapore has such a good drainage system..be grateful..xD
aft dinner was de most excitin activity..watch FIREFLY!!!haha..but de tour guide sae if rain no more =( but heng arh..reach thr no rain le..haha..on de boat..its so cold..de wind so strong..cos im sittin in frnt! ~.~ de STARS * shining * so brightly* in de sky n so many *** reminds mie of sec3 camp again..de fire flys all "stuck " at de tree..i was'nt wad i expected..flyin ard lik nobody's business..haix..i only saw ard 4-5 of them flyin..but when they are on de tree shinin so brightly,it's like de x'mas tree..haha..really veri nice n alot some more..only if it's flyin ard..it'll be so cool! xD
reach home at about 1045..so so so tired..n its de end of de national day holidays..sighs..=

national day celebration o7!!

2007-08-08T16:11:00.000+08:00

it ended!!! hahahaha..everyting was nice for the parade but not for de performance..but de performance still go on well..de PA system got prob..
mornin report blablabla..blablabla..so nervous..thn strtin soon..blablabla [sry..i lazy to type..x] heart jumpin out..haha..jus like normal..march in do tis n tt..de ppl sittin are so bad n sort of irritatin..stand up n sit down got prob izzit..mus keep complainin n complainin..n its "badder" to jeer at ppl who do wrong tings like command or plegde..try standin thr n do all those lar..cant rite? thn keep quiet..!
march out......yes!! its over!! so happy...quite sad oso..tis year's celebration like very fast end le..no more gloves n boots..no more tong kat..hahahha..=.=
i tink i'll miss de parade soon..=) yes yes yes..faster up load de pics into de comp..o.0o.0o.0o.0..hahaha..de Pa system had spoiled de celebration =( otherwise it would be a nice 1.....

last rehearsal!!

2007-08-05T14:06:00.000+08:00

haha..yesterday was the last rehearsal for national day!!! [clap clap]
ahaa..they change the pole..and the pole was "straight" man..nice..haha..1st rehearsal..not much problem until the last part march off..dunno why do wrong..ahaa..thn pole was easy to hormat as it was light..^^ bla bla bla..2nd rehearsal..okok..but got "scolded" cos we nvr synchronize our moves..haix..pray on tt day everything is so nice n neat..^^ thn keep flag tt time..kena shouted by ahem..but ahem nvr c properly lor..de flag nvr touch de ground..wads ahem's prob..grr..wadeva lar..oh no..ndp comin le..pa pa sia...
hope every ting goes well n NICE on tt day!!!!

2007-07-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

ahaa~~ 2dae normal..execpt for de rehearsal..^^
aft sch end..need to rush to chng uniform..thn my hair is in a mess!! ahaha..went kian ru was tying my hair, xinyi n her keep laughin..thn she pull my hair until i tink few of them goin to drop soon..haix..ahaa..thn mie n kian ru keep laughin at xinyi dunno why..de 1st rehearsal goh n colour party not thr..haha..slack slack..talk about de tcher's skirt flapping..xD to see de wind direction n how strong de wind is..can look at de tcher's skirt..thn bla bla bla..ahh!! tis was de worst rehearsal..1)i cant grab de flag when put i down..2)hormat..=[ is either i make until too big circle or de wind too big.. thn de flag cover kongjian's head + beret..=( at 1st veri funny..but...its stupid lar..haix..so many ppl bhind (SCs) saw de flag on his head ='[ dunno wads de problem lar..alot of tings went wrong..(for mie)..=( =( =( so sad..

2007-07-29T15:22:00.000+08:00

hahaha..thr's nth for mie to sae aniwae...thx jiaqi for helpin mie change de layout n edit tis n tt and yuding for teachin mie how to link~~
thats all =)

2007-07-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

rehearsal!
stupid hormat !
75o mus fall in but we mus tie our hair..so we were late! budden we are alwaes de early birdies..ahaa..de rehearsal was quite ok until...HORMAT!!!!!!!!!!zzz... 1st rehearsal still okok..thn 2nd wich was de last..i hormat until my whole hands shaking like wad lidat..zzz..can feel de heat comin frm my hands to my ear.n its only de rite hand side..haix..thn de BALL touch de floor.. ='( buay tahan liao..sobs..
thn we keep playin de arsehole sign n punch each other..lols..derrick thot he punch mie thn i cry..is i hormat until very lan thn i cry lar..=.= i xplain n he sae.."u don nid xplain..sry sry.." i was like =.=..its was tt stupid hormat not his fault..haha..becareful..im gonna trick u guys 1 day..
de easiest to trick is kian ru!! haha..yes yes..im goin to trick tt aaron..zzz..his gloves is veri big n it stinks!! haha..no offence..hahaha..not really stinky..is jus gt tt weird weird smell~
blabla..breaks were fun..hahaha..lets do de sign again!! xD
argh..i still hate hormat..haha
aft rehearsal went to np n eat with angeline n hwee yung..ahaa..
aft tt..i rmb tt i nvr bring house key~~
lols..i waited outside de hse for 1h41mins..(i counted) haha..so sleepy..haix..thn i want go toilet dunno wad to do..lols..haix..thn asft i bath..i went to slp with my hair wet..hahahaha..
oopseh..chat at msn half wae DC..thn cant connect baq..zzz..
tts all folks..lols..=.=..

2007-07-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

waah..so tired..haix..feet so pain..eyes so pain..is wan slp actually..ahaa..wadeva..now waitin for de aaron to come on9 so tt can add de other aaron to get info for tmr's trainin..~~ >.< sianx..
ahh..tmr got trainin!!! lols..

2007-07-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

tryin to post tis ting........ahaaa....im so stupid...
o.0..
2dae got trainin!!!! lols..so excited bcos............blah..
but very tirin..=
b4 sch end..sometin happen..zzzzz..haix..tt ye zi hai dao wo...haix.. =X
yayayaya.......2.3o pm fall in outside np rm...n wad the.....3 pm thn strt...
hai xinyi kian ru n mie rush like mad ppl..
haha..
1 super duper funny ting is tt...xinyi n mie...ren cuo ren...haaa~~
daniel was tokin to us outside de np rm...thn he walk away n we din realise it..
ahaa..n a sec2 np..stood thr..back facin us..he looks like dan..thn xy found hole at his pants..we din notice tt it was not dan..
me: "daniel!"
xy:"thr's a hole at ure pants!!"
thn tt guy turn..and was like lookin at us..lols...
so paiseh..thn we laugh like siao..ahahaa..
tts veri stupid lor.. xD
ok..i don tink got tings to write le..

2007-07-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

ahaa..i dunno wad to do with this ting.. XD